Sad pupils are beautiful too…humans. We looooove to feel sorry for ourselves don’t we…How many times have you laid in bed and cried when the sun is out shining, your loved ones are out laughing, and there are thousands of brilliant books to be read…but CHOOSE to lay in a bed and indulge yourself in sadness. today I am choosing to be that selfish human. There’s nothing I want more than to lay and drown this pillow in my tears & think about all my shoulda, coulda, wouldas.
She writes that she keeps asking why the world would take her “sweet boy” from her, adding that she’s still a “baby” who depends on her own mother.
I was Floyd’s mommy. I don’t know when the regret and the guilt will fade…I don’t know if it ever will.”